I found a letter on my dresser last night
I've got a baby on the way
It made me suspicious of another guy ‘cause
You couldn’t tell me to my face
And so I ask to find out if I was right
That’s when your eyes filled up with rage
Nine months go by the baby’s not my blood type
Look at the mess you’ve made

You know I love you so much
Girl I would never hurt you

[Chorus]
(But) If you play with fire then you’ll get burned
When will you learn now it’s your turn
Remember all the lies you sold me
Made me feel so sad and lonely
Now your fairytale’s unfolding
Nothing left to say ‘cause I loved you all the way
Until yesterday (oooh), Oh until yesterday

By the way, this is the new single by JC Chasez, produced by Justin Timberlake (My client. You know who you are…).

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I’m not used to telling my deepest secrets to the world. In fact, I try not to. To date, I firmly admit that I’ve only told one person all my deepest, darkest secrets (You know who you are). I’m pretty sure some of you know who that person is too.
But unfortunately I’m in this situation where if I don’t say anything, I’ll lose and I don’t lose. Especially not to you. You’ve played the “Oh-I’m-So-Innoncent-But-Really-An-Evil-Slut” role for way too long. It’s time for me to take control of this battle.

As I recalled, you dumped me for a fucker (His name is Joshua for those who find it familiar) [P.S it's a different Joshua] a year and a half into our relationship. Worst part you left me when I needed you the most. A year and a half later, you acted so well in asking for a 2nd chance that I was such a fool to fall for it. I have never fallen for such tricks yet you are the 1st to fool me. You should receive the Oscar for Best Actress, you’ll win hands down. I let my guard down for 1 week and boom, you did it again. I remembered the exact words you said, “Sorry. I was actually using you to get back at my boyfriend to make him jealous.”

I let you off the 1st two times but guess what, “Twice bitten, Three times. It’s REVENGE.” I warned you that you will get it bad and you will regret what you did.
Now you come running back to me saying you’ve got a baby and you don’t even know who the damn father is? Well I’m sure you do cause I know whose it is. It’s that bloody irresponsible bastard you dumped me for the 2nd time (Woe and behold. It’s a different guy). Nice try for trying to put it all on me but I’m not stupid.

You can’t come running back to me just because every guy in the world left you. Hell I don’t even make friends with my ex’s, what the hell makes you think that you are any different from the previous girls?

Just so you know, I only went down the other day because of Lynnette. She’s my friend and thus I gave her face by going down. You think I’ll go down just to see your pathetic state? Hell no. I don’t even give a flying fuck sympathy for you.

I’ve already told you what you got to do. If you choose not to believe me at all, well guess what. You will be the bigger fool. You don’t even have a wee bit of responsibility and a huge inability to take care of yourself, what makes you think you can take care of others?

You just will never let me off will you? You need help. You seriously need help. Maybe you should pack your bags and leave for Bukit Timah Hill and stay there and really look back. I’m not going to mince my words nicely for you. I’m just going to hit straight out at you.

What you are going through now, you deserve it. You deserve every bit of shit that you are suffering now. Guess you should have paid more attention to the fact that, “What goes around comes back around.”

You made things worse by making me break my promise to my buddy. You should know how important of a person he is in my life. You crossed that line big time. You crossed it and you are going to regret it.

You can humiliate me, embarrass me; you can make me feel sad, lonely, angry; you can even cause me to lose some of my friends. BUT once you make me break a promise to someone of his calibre, you are screwed.

You should consider yourself unlucky I chose for him not to get involve in this for you need someone like him to talk some sense into you. On the other hand, you should consider yourself lucky that all the shit you have talked about him, and the shit you have put me through; he hasn't gotten to you yet.

Oh I should be gloating over your current predicament. But I won’t. NOT because you don’t deserve it, BUT because it’s only the beginning. I’m going to win this battle and I’m going to rub it into your face and humiliate you to the point you wished you never crossed my path.